Friday, September 30, 2011

Let's try this again

Ok, so I have been terrible at posting on here. Drama and life had taken over my abilty to get back on track until recently. I have lost 9lbs in 2 weeks. I am walking, lifting weights and doing exercise videos. The change is now. I am sick and tired of being overweight and unhappy with the way I look. Don't get me wrong, I am full of self confidenece but, I want to be more healthy and look better. I am not looking to turn heads, I am wanting to not get those, "oh, I feel so sorry for her" looks.
I guess the wake up call came when I found out my husband had an affair. Yep, you heard me right, my husband cheated on me. Wow, this is the first time I have written that down. I was totally blown away. I thought we were happy, well, I was. He has lost 60 olbs and a woman he worked with was heavily flirting with him and the both crossed the line. We are working on repairing our marriage, but, I am working on myself too. Not for him, for me. Now, don't start getting all judgemental and think, I am losing weight for him, because I am NOT. I am doing this for me.
Let's get this weight loss journey going and it WILL be a success!